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my final post here
01.09.06 (6:59 am)   [edit]
this is my first post keyed in using a mac...ju's mac...exceptionally nice machine...with lotsa people talking around..i had to sit down quietly...seperating out all the noises...giving my fullest attention to this final post on tblog...will be shifting over to another blog of mine which is at earthkid.blogspot.com...a new year..a new blog..well, not really a new one anyway...had that blog since last year to post comments on ju's and winnie's blog...now finally...my turn to shift there...sooner or later..i shall be hosting my own blog on my own domain...soon...it will be soon...so dudes and lads out there...you can check out my new posts at the new address!!Though i know i don't have many readers...but still..thanks for all d support...u guys rock!
 
new year
12.28.05 (10:15 pm)   [edit]

bloody hell~~i think i'm experiencing my second growth...everytime after one meal..within an hour or two..i can feel my stomach's orchestra playing again...damn..i just eat and eat and eat...i don't wanna turn into a fat ass!!!DEAR GOD...OOO MIGHTY GOD...please stop me from eating all the time..after quiting ciggies...my weight just shoot up like appollo 13 to the moon..at least things are getting better...the first few months after i've quit...i've been having so much problem poohing...but now..i pooh too much...i eat..i pooh..i eat..i pooh...food just don;t stay in my stomach...i'm becoming a fat ass...i've lost my stamina in sports...


MY NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION
1. to jog every morning.
2. to don't pick up smoking again.
3. to get myself a new soundcard..videocard and a monitor.
4. to save at least 3k within the year.
5. to get more wedding photogrphy jobs.
6. to stop talking or talk lesser craps.
 
quote of the day
12.28.05 (5:53 pm)   [edit]
"bank is a place where dumb people put their money inside to let the wise people use them for investment and become richer."

I soooooo agree in it
 
zam da rhino ~~
12.14.05 (3:49 pm)   [edit]

zambonie is my pet rhino...he has been hanging around with me where ever i go..basically..i'll bring him everywhere i go...to work..at home..watch tv together ..back to segamat...sometimes movie..shopping...he doesn't make noise..though sometimes he gets a lil' sleepy than he'll just sleep were ever he is...he likes to run around when he's really bored..but when you scold him..he'll show me the long aoury face and sit queitly again...he just passed his one year old birthday on the 12th of Decemeber and now he's officially one year old!!!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZAM!!
 
another weird dream
12.12.05 (4:09 pm)   [edit]
in this dream of mine..
everything's weird...it seems that all of my friends during uni day and high school days appear to be pursuing studies in the same high school..this high school don't grade us by exams..but instead..they grade us using our sporting results...each victory you win over a sporting event, you'll accumulate points for yourself and your class...there are all sorts of sports...basketball..football..handball..netball..volleyball...hockey...bowling...any kinda sports that you can figure out...

but the weirdest thing is that this high school is built on a building so high..that most of all the courts are like a floating platform on the sky...i'm afraid of heights...but i can see myself looking down the platform in my dreams and it really gave me the creeps...can't remember the details in the dream very well..but all i really can recall is that there was this one afternoon...i was having my usual jog around the handball court where by a tournament was going on..while looking out to avoid handball knocking on me..a tragedy happened when a girl whom was trying to save the ball fell down the platform and hit hard onto the stone borders holding it, then she fell straight into the drain...i was there to witness the whole incident...everyone was yelling and screaming and i don't know wether is that girl still alive or not...someone flew down to save her..the moment she was brought out the water...her face was covered by her wet hair yet i can still see her eyes looking straight at me...i was so scared that i ran away and back into my dormitory...i called all my friends to pray..i really hope that she's still alive...and that's when i was awaken by my alarm...

i can't explain the fear that i felt when i look at her eyes..it was still haunting me when i was driving to work this morning...no more horror movies for me anymore
 
bye bye november
12.12.05 (3:30 pm)   [edit]
november was a month i don't really remember what happened..

- deeparaya holiday was abou t whole long week...i spent it back in my hometown segamat..lazing around and became a patato couch...very nice...i really missed it...

- my CD went to singapore without even letting me know for the IDN conference..knew he was just making empty promises...shouldn't have taken it seriously...well...but he showed me the video clips he took there...but on the other hand..i would rather go to the flash mx conference...

- got free tics from jo for the A1 in Sepang...got the chance to go into the grandstand where usually it will cost more than a grant to get in there during F1 challenges...alex yoong wasn't in the race...some dude replaced him...took many pics there..nice sunny weather..but it turned a bit cloudy in the afternoon..thus the lighting was bad...but i was rather satisfied..

- met up with ju...had dinner with her...she's back for good from US ( maybe ) now the proud baby sitter of samuel...

- work is just busy...hemax getting mroe and more demanding everyday...the site is almost complete..waiting for their final (hopefully this is for real) changes. Got engage in Thalgo's website, but moving a little slow as the person in charge wasn't around.

- christmas is coming...i'll be going back to segamat for christmas...help out in repainting the house gate..but plans might change...as my 'beloved' brother mught choose that day to move into his new house...

- not many people having their bdays on november..lucky me..bee gek's one on the 31st...had dinner with her at madam kwan's bangsar a week later..it was nice...my first time there..

i guess that's all for the updates..hopefully there will be more news happening on december...haha...i'm almost half way through december..
 
untitled~
11.22.05 (11:58 pm)   [edit]

what will i be doing without you?


I'll never let you go...never...


wether you like it or not...I'll be there...always be there for you...


for this I swear till death do me apart...


 
 
发如雪
11.10.05 (4:16 pm)   [edit]
狼牙月 伊人憔悴
我举杯 饮尽了风雪
是谁打翻前世柜 惹尘埃是非
缘字诀 几番轮回
你锁眉 哭红颜唤不回
纵然青史已经成灰 我爱不灭
繁华如三千东流水
我只取一瓢爱了解
只恋你化身的蝶

你发如雪 凄美了离别
我焚香感动了谁
邀明月 让回忆皎洁
爱在月光下完美
你发如雪 纷飞了眼泪
我等待苍老了谁

红尘醉 微醺的岁月
我用无悔 刻永世爱你的碑
 
the october train is leaving soon
10.25.05 (3:45 pm)   [edit]

well...time flies...all i remember was that it was just the beginning of october..and now..i'm near the end...it's fun to update my blog once a month...coz i really doubt that i have the time to do it every week or somewhat once every 2 weeks...so why not round up the figure??so now, here's a quick update...


- i've quit smoking for almost 2 months....everything is still going well and i've lost the urge to smoke anymore..but somehow..rather strange that i was engaged in a dream of smoking last night...but what da heck..it's only a dream..but to think about it again...our dreams reflects our most inner desire..so it's that really mine??but again..what da heck...


- well..juli is still in US...got her to get me my ipod....30G...great player...was in time to back out from the ipod nano bulk which is gonna take forever to complete it...


- broke my glasses in my office..i realise that i'm practically blind without my glasses...luckily...an angel came to my saviour...nice~~bought an oakley glasses..surprisingly it's cheaper than i thought...but nice again~~


- october is a busy month with many people's birthday around the corner...deb's on the 1st...dor's on the 5th...liew's on the 17th...my bro's on the 23rd...ji's on the 28th...well..january is a month where people are...~~ehem...


- raya is around the corner too...it's deeparaya this year...which means deepavali & hari raya...took leave on the 2nd of november so i can spend the entire week in segamat...nice~~can go around for my photo shooting session...


~~selamat ...hari raya..kepada saudara serta saudari..setahun..hanya sekali...merayakan hari yang mulia ini~~
 
爱上了你之后
10.10.05 (10:29 pm)   [edit]
谁是谁的幸福，我 来不在乎，
虽然在最初，
是我带着你踏上这 路，
然而现在你的温度 却成了我跟随的 步，
你已变得不再可有 无，
我挣扎穿过了重重 迷雾，
只为了要把你的手 紧抓住，
你眼角的泪珠，让 明白了你的苦楚
也唤醒了我心中的 楚，
爱上你之后，我开 领悟，
爱上你之后，我不 孤独，
空虚的心灵被你安 ，
自己也不再是束缚
你已成了我的幸福
我盼望你能记住。
 
wake me up when september ends
10.07.05 (12:16 am)   [edit]

it seems like it was last century since i last updated my blog...september was really busy...but now..i'm hoping to just do a quick update..

- i quit smoking and still coping well with it...i hope it's gonna be once and for all...
- dad went to china..but didn't buy anything for me, sigh~~
- meiji's dad passed away...sad~~went back to segamat for the funeral..many came to pay their last respects
- juli is still in US lepaking 
- i'll be buying an ipod nano soon...from lowyat.net
- fell in love with photography...using jo's canon DSLR
- went to zoo negara last week after like god knows how many years...took hell lotsa pictures
- alpha launch at http://www.alphaexec.com" title="http://www.alphaexec.com" target="_blank"http://www.alphaexec.com
- engage in HEMAX, rainforest foot spa and MOX intranet design now
- SDB's should be coming soon too..
- wanna sell my nikon F55 SLR...
- started my photo album at http://earthkid.multiply.com" title="http://earthkid.multiply.com" target="_blank"http://earthkid.multiply.com, will add in the link in my blog
- Debbie gave us a treat on her birthday on 1st of October at Soul-out hartamas...gave her a belt as present...MAN U won 3-0 that night...
- just celebrated doreen's birthday on the 5th of October, had a great time
- going back to segamat 2day...safe journey...BON VOYAGE!!!
 
lazy
08.24.05 (6:37 pm)   [edit]

i'm lazy to write...a picture says a thousand words..yawn~~
 
nice morning
08.22.05 (3:02 pm)   [edit]

this morning was really really hot..but surprisingly..they sky was in a great tone of blues...nice...
 
spiders...erghhh~~
08.15.05 (4:08 pm)   [edit]
i had the weirdest dream the day before yesterday...

i dreamnt that this world has been conquered by spiders...yes..you didn't get me wrong..is SPIDERS!!those eight legged creepy crawlies...i don't know how on earth did this dream happened..but man..i can tell ya...it really freaked me out...in my dreams..i was this person who refuses to go under thier control so i've decided to fight back ( ok..kinda stupid but this is definitely the result of watching way too many heroic movies )..but the biggest problem is that i'm an arachnaphobia, i would never let any spiders come near me within 2 metres..and now..i'm in a world...where they are the bosses..what i remembered in my dream is that we're trapped in a room where it's perfectly sealed..only air is allow to flow within...as you can see..the spiders posses the power to brain wash you and once they do..you won't longer remember that you are human...and imagine the life of eating other bugs...ewwww...it is just disgusting..anyways...one of the person in my dream ( can't remember who is it ) was sooo careless to have been followed by a spy-der...he was then possesed...and planned to kill us all...he was so well disguised that no one actually realise that he's not part of us anymore...by the time we found out...two of our men has already been killed...he has been letting in more and more spy-ders in to our hiding place...and then ( ok..this is the best part..i don't remember what happened...but it's just flashes..too fast for me to recall ) we're defending ourselves against the spy-ders...the last snece that i remembered before waking up is that the possessed human threw spiders on my face..well...i can feel myself screaming and that's when i woke up...

it was tough night...scariest dream that i'll ever have...i did wonder for a while..if this would be real...i will kill myself...don't say that i'm stupid...i'm scared of spiders...very scared of spiders...i would rather die than be in controlled by them....yeah..it's over my dead body...
 
darurat!!!hohoho
08.11.05 (1:07 am)   [edit]

PM: Emergency does not involve curfew


News Updated by The Star Newsdesk as at 5.10pm


In view of the current haze situation in Kuala Selangor and Port Klang that has now reached the API level of 500 and above, I now declare a state of emergency for the whole area of Kuala Selangor and Port Klang with immediate effect indefinitely. 

The haze emergency declaration will not involve the enforcement of curfew nor a change in the current Selangor administration. 

However, the Royal Malaysian Police and the Malaysian Armed Forces are required to arrange and take measures to guarantee continued peace and security. 

Prime Minister Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi
Acting Director of National Operations Centre


it's 7.09pm now..i'm still in the office..peepin' out the window from my boss's room..phew..the haze..let's migrate to other places..or let's go to genting..well..nonit to go oso can...i feel like i'm in genting now..just a warm n smelly one




looking at the shell and petronas opposite phileo damansara




take II
 
another day in smelly london
08.10.05 (4:02 pm)   [edit]
the hazzy situation is getting worse..i missed fresh air..i missed the time where i can take a deep breath without choking myself...woke up this morning with a terrible headache...sneezing all the way to work...my sinus is coming back...sigh~




This is just right outside of my housing area...



saw the tiny winy sun on the upper left corner??



riana green..covered by haze



this is near the sony traffic light



the damansara intan building...



phileo damansara take I



phileo damansara take II
 
malaysia = smelly london
08.09.05 (3:40 pm)   [edit]
gee...the hazzy situation is getting worst...i feel like i'm in London...a smelly one though...oooo...mighty rain god...please sprinkle some of your rain over this dying land and save us our from our misery...
 
desperado~
08.08.05 (10:42 pm)   [edit]

desperate housewives...a series my sister in law has been asking me to download online for a very long time..finally got hold of the complete first season..curiousity has driven me to check out what's so nice about it...finally..one night...i sat down and watched it...
alright...it's a black comedy series...kinda weird in some sense...asking some dead people to do the narrating...but...it was worth watching..as Eva Longoria who played Gabrielle in the show is sooooo hot!!!somehow...she is almost perfect...her looks..her body..her voice...but comments from my collegues are she's just not good in acting...well..what the heck..who cares about that...people aren't gonna pay attention to that...as a matter of fact..at most times...you'll be so distracted by her beauty..haha...man...she's just hot...




 
 
BENG
08.07.05 (10:13 pm)   [edit]

jo gave me a new abbreviation for people who has graduated from the Faculty of Engineering


Bachelor of Engineering = BEng


That's really cool...they were all over the place yesterday...damn...and all FCMers were lost
 
convo ar??
08.07.05 (3:41 pm)   [edit]
yesterday
convocation...in melaka...hot weather...hazzy condition...tiring...the only thing i'm glad is that i have friends and family with me...and ohh ya...i get to shake hands with Siti Hasmah...hehe

today
back to work..firstly..arms started aching...i think myabe because i was holding too many flowers...WAHAHAHA!!then...followed by my back...like i've just gone through 3 rounds of basketball games...now..my legs are aching too...trying to keep myself in a piece now...or i shall otherwise rest in pieces...AMEN...
 
what's going on?
08.02.05 (7:24 pm)   [edit]

what's going on?
i woke up this morning to find out that my legs and arms had switched places...so now i'm walking with my hands...and eating with my feet...kinda cool...haha...my feet stinks a bit...so i can't shake hands with anyone...my legs are a little too long to reach the keyboard and i'll have to bend my head down most of the time...

don't know what da hell i'm talking about??nevermind...i don't know either.....


 
 
i am beautiful
07.31.05 (3:42 pm)   [edit]

the song "beautiful" is playing on my winamp now...this is a song that has touched me the most through out the years...i've had my worst moments in life which i thought that i would never make it through...as silly as i could remember..things were very much outta control back then...i care too much about how people think of me...i care too much about what people want from me...ultimately..i forgot...that i myself is the most important...i was often brought down by the words of others...telling me what i should do and what i shouldn't do...i shall not bear that anymore in my life...i'll do whatever i want...whenever i want...with whomever i want..being able to be myself won't be easy...as i'm surrounded by so many people...different kind of people...from now..i'll only please those whom i think are worth it..the rest??fuck it...that's what i'm gonna be...be prepared for the new me...


" I AM BEAUTIFUL, NO MATTER WHAT THEY SAY, NO WORDS CAN BRING ME DOWN ! I AM BEAUTIFUL IN EVERY SINGLE WAY, NO WORDS CAN BRING ME DOWN ! "
 
tired
07.21.05 (1:10 am)   [edit]

this fever just refuse to leave me alone...maybe for one day...but then it will come back again...come on man...what's d point??just let me die of fever and end of the story...this is endless torment!!sigh~
 
colors
07.20.05 (1:42 am)   [edit]
changed the colors on my blog...but don't know why it didn't seem to turn out right...must be some freakin' server problem..well anyways...it's done...
 
quit smoking again...
07.18.05 (9:25 pm)   [edit]

i should quit smoking...coz i don't have an ashtray...what d hell??smoking kills..damn..need to go get another ciggie..sigh~i'm hopeless