okay...graduating is cool...but...it leads to another question...should i get a permanent job now or a part time job?a bit reluctant to do so because i was thinking of lepaking until i finish my convocation...but then...i have no money...a bit pai seh to get from my dad..and thus i've decided...well..not really though...i've been talking about working in ikea and when i was in the real mood to hand in the application form..i realise they would need my past certificates...okay..that's great...everything's left in segamat...need to go back and take...so..here i am...sitting down...playing with flash everyday...browsing through numerous webs everyday...to get ideas...well..don't really know why do i need it now...but anyways...i have time to spare...

finally got onto to jobstreet to regsiter myself...but no use...it's not like i'm gonna take the job now...everything's still pending...haiii...i think i'll just cincai take a part time job to kill my time...a bit bored at home alone everyday...soo..now my final plan would be...hopefully ikea will take me...and i can work the day shift so i'll have time to spend at night...okay...decided....don't wanna think so much about it anymore...yawn...

4 years ago...i was freakin' nervous at around this time because MMU's starting classes on the 1st of May and i was supposed to enrol on the 29th of April...
Man...it was kinda frustrating as I have to grab every oopurtunity i have to stay at home coz i kinda realise once i've started my university life...everything will be rather different...i was so sad to leave home into a totally new enviroment..orientation week in MMU was so horibble that i have to seek help from my friends to get me outta that place...then later on...it came on with the course changing problem...don't understand why i was in management rather than creative multimedia...took me almost a month to change it...before that...i spent most of my time staying in my room and playing diablo and startcraft...Finally, i get to change and started my uni life in FCM, as i was quite late for classes, i was kinda exempted to do quite a lot of homeworks...hehe...lucky...but i have no friends...i realise everyone is sitting in their newly formed group of friends and often times i get to sit in any group i want...haha...that's how i get to know everyone...
Now...i'm graduating soon...time flies you know...without you even noticing it...first year was like a dream to me, i spent most of my time playing computer games...non-stop....i hardly go to classes but of coz i'll make sure that i've finished all my homeworks...
Beta year is like plenty of outings...photography...man....spent hell lot of money on it...always got dried up at the middle of every month...then that when we get to know Che Mat...the ermm...indescribable lecturer of ours...often at classes, we can see artworks of ours or friends flying out the window...well, he'll shot you with his full-loaded gun everytime during final submission...the problem is, there are like 6 or 7 tutors plus lecturers monitoring us, and we're supposed to consult like anyone of them where in times we realise that they have very very different opinions among themselves...thus it left us in deep shit...Che Mat is the fella who's gonna determine your marks...and he's gonna so bloody screw you coz what you did is considered not enough 'sense' to him...argh...a waste of money and time..the only thing i learnt there is that in future...this is the way that my client might treat me...so..i'm very much well prepared for the future...have very vague memories about other subjects...maybe because Che Mat has often scared the hell outta me...damn
Gamma year...time to decide what major i was going in...kinda avoided MI coz heard rumours that Che Mat will be there...wow...better get my ass outta there...ended up in Digital Media...haiiii...i was hoping that Neo Mai will be there...but gods knows...she's in MI...damn..i hate MI...Gamma year is another whole new horizon to train us into shotable machines...Pn N took over Che Mat's place to start the shoting...but most of her comments doesn't make sense...so i kinda ignore her most of the time...the others was the best tutors that i've ever had through out the few years in MMU...John, Eunice and Ing Ching, very helpful and paid lotsa attention to listen to our ideas...rather than acting so bitchy like Pn N, often times when i was presenting in front...looking at her make me wanna stuff my socks inside of her mouth...she's those kinda woman that will scare man away...surprisingly she's married...pity that guy...must've like being tortured a lot...
Delta year...went for internship...cool 3 months...had fun...work like hell...for 300 dollars pay...sad...not even enough to pay petrol and parking..dad kept on nagging...now you know earning money is difficult huh...puhleassss dad...when i have a degree...everything will be different k...but no regrets..learnt lotsa stuffs during intern...at least now i can tell everyone else...I KNOW HOW TO USE FLASH...then the 2nd semester...went back to classes...Pn N was still there...looking bitchier than ever..damn...she's a little bit dumb and stupid most of the time...but i think she's trying very very hard to deny that fact...whenever we present...she'll be plenty of comments which indirectly prove that she's dumb...sometimes you just feel like slapping her and it's like HELLLOOOO...my concept is so obvious and i've given you the full explaination...and yet you're still asking stupid questions like i don't understand your concept...what makes your project so special...man...told ya...you just don't listen and act as though you have so much 'art sense'...damn...i was struggling between good and evil during the 2nd sem...but made it through...had good news in Third sem...the bitch is outta our lives...i was kinda blessed to have been able to finish my work on time without any delay or problems...and now...i'm almost a freeman...graduating soon..will be supoorting myself in the future...kinda happy and glad...now i finally feel like a grown-up...

MY FUTURE AWAITS ME...GOD PLEASE BLESS ME

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star,
You should know what you are,
And once you know what you are,
Mental hospital is not so far.

When your life is in the darkness,
Pray to God ask him to free u from darkness,
And if after you pray and you are still in darkness,
Please pay your ELECTRICITY BILL!