the song "beautiful" is playing on my winamp now...this is a song that has touched me the most through out the years...i've had my worst moments in life which i thought that i would never make it through...as silly as i could remember..things were very much outta control back then...i care too much about how people think of me...i care too much about what people want from me...ultimately..i forgot...that i myself is the most important...i was often brought down by the words of others...telling me what i should do and what i shouldn't do...i shall not bear that anymore in my life...i'll do whatever i want...whenever i want...with whomever i want..being able to be myself won't be easy...as i'm surrounded by so many people...different kind of people...from now..i'll only please those whom i think are worth it..the rest??fuck it...that's what i'm gonna be...be prepared for the new me...

" I AM BEAUTIFUL, NO MATTER WHAT THEY SAY, NO WORDS CAN BRING ME DOWN ! I AM BEAUTIFUL IN EVERY SINGLE WAY, NO WORDS CAN BRING ME DOWN ! "